Mimi

All that is
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2011-02-19 22:58:09 (UTC)

fucking cunt, he is.

here i am, fully clad in makeup and ready to go out and finally meet him. i don't get what
he's playing at. well actually i do, its just that he's got me wrapped right in it. i was
completely over it the other day, especially finalising it after talking to kate, and was even
looking forward to who my next adventure was going to be (as there's always one on the
way). then while at chrch today i get a text. i look at it and its from 's' after not hearing
from him in over a week and a half. he wants to meet tonight in chelsea or somewhere
near. i text back to say i'm in south k, how's tomorrow? he says 'it'll be really cool if it
could be tonight - i can meet you in south k, let me know what suits?'
then i text back saying i'll let you know what i'm doing. this was all around half 6ish. then i
text him around 9ish now to say how's south ken at half 10? then he text bak after like
45mins to say just literally ' can't make that! sorry!. litterally just that! what the fuck?? i'm a
bit livid now, as i'm fully clad in tip top makeup, perfect to a t, getting ready to take my
hair down into a curl, dressed in my polka dot black, tights, lumpies in the tights,..?? i
mean what the fuck is he playing at? then to make matters worse i do something which i
probably shouldn't have done in retrospect. i ring him. yep. fuck me. and i don't leave a
message, but then after it rings without an answer (as expected) i think oh shit, i shoud;ve
left a message and now i can't call him back twice, would seem stalkerish. so i text to say
hey, i rang to say come to the town house bar in knightsbridge if your about. and that was
that. what a cunt.
i mean really? really?
its like we've not even met, and he's already playing games. is it cos i msged him generally
tellin him i thought he was gorge. to be honest, i've not done my self too many favours on
this one. but seriously? is he actually the type to be like lets meet, then no let's not.
like ffs he's the one that suggested we meet. i said no tomorrow, but he insisted we meet!!
then i'm like i'll see if i can, then i suggest a time, and he's like sorry i can't make that!! is
it because it was too late? i'm thinking if i had said something like how's 9pm in south
ken? then he'd have said yeh. like seriously its beginning to feel like we;re never going to
meet. like are we ever? its actuall hilarious. but its not. its spoiled my night now.. i'll watch
mod fam and take a kip. then back to bloody thingy tomorrow. ff sake, i have fukin work to
do as well. this chrch thing today that dragged on till no end, has thrown a wrench in my
whole day. id planned to be home for 5 or 6, and would have been had these people not
hung around and gone from one thing to another. seriously we were just waitning around
listing to old people talk about why they think this, and how they've never realised food
and ministry were one. ohhhmmmGGGGG!!!!.
this is the most tragic thing that's happened to me as of late.

hey. try and find some other person who will help feed your ego. i've not met you, yet you
come across as rather lame for a 30 yr old man. have fun with that.


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