cachaemic

Lasta lalaithamin
2011-02-12 02:29:43 (UTC)

So give me all your poison and give me all your pills.

I check this thing too damn much.
I check it when I wake up, I check it when I get home, I check it just
before bed.
Because I need to know if you're alright, but I need to know if you're
not.
because I fucking hate to admit it,
but when I read the things you write,
I'm totally focussed on you,
and none of my problems are there.
And I can only re-check and re-check so many times
before I have to face the fact that I am fucked up and a fuck up.
I'm not the girl I used to be,
and I don't want to stop here.
Bring me drugs and alcohol,
because I don't want to be me any more.
If I said help me, you'd take it the wrong way.

I want you to help me fuck myself up.




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