Ablefulana

My pro-ana story
2011-02-04 22:11:15 (UTC)

Disgust and Confusion.

I binged last night. I could not help it. I was just down stairs
watching t.v. with my dad and he brought out humas and crackers. I
wanted to see if the humas was any good and then I just could not
stop. Ew... I went over my goal yesterday. It was a very hard day. I
do not purge... I never have, but even if I had wanted to last night
I couldn't have. I ate crackers. Purging crackers can mess you up.
I am going to try and fast today. So far so good. I have only had
tea. Tea is amazing for hunger pains. Warm water to if your afraid
of the effects of tea... It is 3:00 pm here. Only a few more hours
left.
I weighted myself three times in the last few hours. I couldn't bare
to last night after my bindge. I was confused because at the moment
I weight 132. two pounds less than what I did yesterday morning...
How can this happen after what happened last night. All I know is
that I am very excited for when I can drop from the discusting
thirties and move to the twenties.

Height: 5 feet 8 inches
weight: 132 pounds.




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