Jan

My life in the making
2011-02-02 22:21:14 (UTC)

2-2-2011

Well....
Today.. didn't go as planned.
-He didn't talk to me. (Though I said "is sergio here?" and he was like
"yeah, hes out there." You could tell he was nervous.)
But thats the least of my problems.
I've just been depressed latley. And guess what. I found out I could be
tooken out of my house.
-My dad and mom (not married, not my brothers dad.) are doing this thing
where my dad adopts my brother, chandler, because his real dad molested
my cousin, and he might come back and try to take my brother away. Okay,
so well they are doing that. And the lawyer fucked something up. And my
dads house, or my moms house don't have enough rooms. We need 3. My dad
has 1 empty room. My moms house has none, my grandma sleeps in the
living room.
SO, if they come out here, our house won't pass. No matter where we go.
We're probally moving houses, anyways I don't know how thats going to
go.. I like that house more, kinda. Even though it scares me.. Like.. it
doesn't feel like a home, and I don't feel comfortable in it. I'm not
complaining, but y'know.
-Then yesterday, TJ was flirting with this girl named Bekka. Kinda
angered me.
-I don't know, its just been a bad day. Everyone is getting sick, I've
been sick.
OH I talked to Dylan today. And he like started staring. Awkward.
Okay.. well thats about all.. I have to start cleaning.. I don't know
whats going to happen though.. I'm staying strong of corse, for my mom.
But when I get to think about being a foster kid. In a diffrent house.
Away from my brother (of corse he gets on my nerves, but I raised him.),
diffrent school. I get weak. Y'know.?
-Janna Michele




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