AlyBear18

Missy's Secret Diary
2011-01-31 07:17:36 (UTC)

January 30th, 2011

Dear Diary,

I messed up again :/ gosh darn it. I forgot that that Swing dance was going on last
night so when I told Myself It was tonight I was messing it up for me and my friend
(brianna swan) I thought it was going on 2 days but I guess It was only going on yesterday
night, I feel Like something is not going right in many things. This year was supposed to
be an awesome year with no family drama, that didn't come true it just went all over the
place and then came going back to school. what can i say about the new school year and
the first semester of my junior year it was really stressful and i didn't like it at all, When
my mom told me and my sister about the whole situation with money i was kinda feeling
bad and tried not to fight with her but it's just like my emotions are going all over the pace
:/ it's very complicated a lot of times...... anyway on to what had happened earlier, i was
an idiot again and decided that the dance was tonight when really it was a night before
and i was busy doing something with my small group at the same time UGH i know i
missed out big time More importantly I made me and my friend miss a perfectly great
dance to go and learn again UGH I feel so selfish :( tomorrow Is a start to the new
semester and im really excited cause I got child Development! Ive always wanted that class
im so excited to take it. right now I can barely even think straight because im thinking
about my lovely caring boyfriend I miss him so much right now its not even funny i want
to see him more I barely even get to see him anymore I really jst want to get a chance to
spend some time with him, I want to cuddle with someone right now (and im thinking
about him) He is just so sweet to me and i love that :) me makes me laugh, smile, and
comforts me whenever im feeling sad he cheers me up :D. right now i can't really sleep
because im up late chatting with a friend (Brianna Swan) and im thinking about my lovely
boyfriend :) I am feeling a bit better but not 100% i just need to get stuff out of my head
maybe if he's there on wednesday I can smile and reassure him that everything is going to
be fine and we are okay, but when i was out of my small group this morning i felt really
lonely
well maybe i should go get some sleep if my friend lets me if not then oh well talk later
guys

Sincerely,
A really lonely and missing my bf Missy-
AKA) alysha




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