hopelessly bored

trial and error
2011-01-28 04:19:18 (UTC)

romance is bullshit.

i write this as i work on homework because for many things that
happened today have led me to this conclusion.

romance. is pure fucking stupid shit.

i hate when people post stupid facebook statuses about how much they
love whoever it may be that they are dating, how much they wish they
weren't single, how love is this and that and blah blah blah.

shut the fuck up.

no, i'm not jealous or bitter. i truly think it's just STUPID AS
FUCK.

honestly i think most people haven't been around the block many
times before or they would know that shit doesn't last.

this doesn't mean i don't believe that love can last. well duh, of
course it can.

but the lovey dovey nonsense is just kind of dehumanizing and
pathetic...

"i need you, my life would be incomplete without you..."

stupid.
people who say this are so. incredibly. stupid.

"you're perfect for me"

um. whatever that even means. think about it. what the fuck does
that even mean?!?! you are perfect for me to have sex with? you are
perfect for being my best friend?

oh, you just wait, people who say that. YOU JUST WAIT.

maybe i'm just insanely cynical about this but it makes me sick. i
thought by this age people would have grown out of this nonsense,
but nope. it's as disgusting as always.

another thing.

there is nothing that i regret more than sleeping with the number of
people i have.

i don't regret not being a virgin or sleeping with the ONE person i
loved.

i have different levels of regret for each other person based on the
amount i cared about them, the amount they cared about me, and how
much i enjoyed the sex. honestly.

i swear i won't have sex again until i die.

i'll become a christian... or whatever.

i don't even want another man to ever put his hands on me. the idea
is just gross. i feel like puking everytime i think about it.

i'll continue in the next one....




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