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musings of life
2011-01-17 12:02:44 (UTC)

Freaks and Sub Human Creatures

I quite like the idea really. No one really acts human and we all
think of each other as weird and odd. I am probably just a Sub Human
creature, there is nothing freakalicious about me. I just am a kind
honest man with pretentious and spoiled views of life. I think most
would agree with me.

What do I aim for in my day to day life? I could be so many things but
I choose to be this one solitary unmoving thing. This thing stuck in a
daily rut. It seems I cant break free. Im sure there is a way but I
have yet to find it. I could be the working, reading, wisdom imparting
young man I see in myself some times. Instead I am the lazy, apathetic
and crazy insomniac standing up typing at a laptop at 4 in the
morning. Haha fuck yeah baby. Let's go out tonight and make things
feel less tight. Less tight inside.

I am moving down the road,
this road i have never tread
and im moving forward one
heavy step at a time

some times it feels like quicksand
and i quicky lose my footing
and before i know it ive lost myself
yeah bro, lost myself

the thing is though im talking
in some god damn metaphors
when im really nowhere near quicksand
its just how i feel in my heart


and i know you dont feel it fair
when i dont call you back
but friend, you dont know,
no you dont know my soul

we try our best to watch movies
and have conversation together
but sometimes friend it just
aint enough to get me by

with the dark around me like a cloak
i feel so depressed in my head
and i gotta get it out out out
yeah throw the cloak in a bonfire

and watch it all burn away
yeaaah set my heart on fire
and feel myself glow alive
and feel myself find the way




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