Toni xo

Toni Leah
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2011-01-13 22:14:58 (UTC)


I was bored & I've been needing a place to write freely, where barely
anyone I know will check, tumblr was great until all the kids in my
school started to use it! so here i am :D
I'm Toni, i'm 16. I'm very much decided on what I want to do in my
life, I'm extremely determind and a rather cynical person. I'm
passionate about so many things & I truly was born in the wrong time!
My mind feels like I'm much older than 16. I'm also a passionate
feminist! Ladies we are the future :)

I want to study English, History, Religious Studies & Psychology at
AS level, then depending on my grades(which i intend to get) I want
to study at university, I want to study law it's been my dream since
I was small. I'm a very strong, independant person & I know exactly
what I want and how I am going to get it.

I have the best of friends, we argue so much but then the good times
over rule the bad. I also have the lushest boyfriend everrrr. I am
very much 'in love' with him. I spent ages wanting us to work & now
we have :-) People say we can't love at our age and if that's the
case then a name needs to be made for the way I'm feeling because
right now it seems to me this is as good as i'm ever going to feel
about a person, but hey, i'm 16, i'm young, dumb & in loveeeeee.

I just want to be happy, at peace & healthy. I don’t want there to be
lots of negativity & expectations except those I set for myself. I
want to have a tight-knit family, a loving & committed relationship.
I want to be the best mother & wife that I can possibly be. I want to
live thoroughly before I settle down so that I will never wonder what
if or have a mid life crisis. I hope I learn to be less selfish, more
motivated & a harder worker. I hope I grow into a better, more mature
woman. if i’m gonna be honest .. I just wanna have fun & good sex.

I sincerely hope things go from strength to strength from here &
everything isn’t just gonna come crashing down around me.
The only thing worse than losing the one thing that you love, is
having the one thing that you love turned into everything that you
fucking hate. It all just falls apart from there. ignorance is love
and I need that shit.

To be honest, I don’t fucking care. I didn’t get into this to be a
role model. So I’m sorry if I’m influencing your kids in a way that
you don’t like, but I can’t be responsible for their actions. I don’t