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2011-01-11 16:18:55 (UTC)

why

He hangs out whit girls. He works with girls that look like super
models and he also works whit a girl hes dated who I must add is in
love with him. Why should i care, we have been going out for 3 years
yet i just get get over it. Its pretty much all i think of when he
says any girls name and you know whats funny. Ive dated before Ive
gone out with people before and never ounces felt this way with anyone
else. So why now i mean this first 2 years it didn't bug me. I guess
the real reason is I never meet any of the girls he would hang out
whit and ever since I meet Shelby all i can think about is how great
she is and how ill never equal up. I mean I just wish I could be this
great girl who doesn't give a damn, but that's me. And I'm not sure
how to even become that girl. you know what I think I have an idea I'm
going to look my best always look my best. To start taking classes and
learn at lest 2 things plus I'm going to try to get a job I problem
wont work all the time but I'm going to do it I'm going to make my
self into a better person gain some confides. And you know what maybe
if i really work hard at this my whole life will turn around ill make
friends wont always feel like nick is going to leave me and just
everything in genial will turn around for me. I hope.




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