Vanilla

My shit life

I dont think I can handle anything anymore. Its my birthday in a few
hours and I just feel sick. No idea why. I think I might have to take
my tablets today and I reallllyyy dont want too. Nothing ever changes
for the good...nothing good ever seems to really happen. And I know
Im being negative but its hard being positive anymore. I just want to
run away...away from everything. I cant even seem to concentrate on
my work anymore...think I might spend all my time at the gym, its
easiest to avoid everything there.