complicated

dontforget
2011-01-09 23:43:54 (UTC)

Just Be

Balance is what I lack lately, in some ways. I feel very content and
really excited about the adventurous, spontaneous and ballsy way I
have been living my life. And I think it's a good thing? I am going
back to school which will inevitabley be boring then doing whatever I
want wherever I want, but I guess its what normal people do? In any
case it's what I do when I don't have any money left and the people
are me are urging me to stay put for a few months. I have zero
intention on staying, apart from actually getting closer to a few
friends, particularily my friends child. But school will be good I
think, getting into shape, meeting new people, learning, possibly a
job in violving helping others. I need to keep it exciting though,
with people and music and sex, or else I'll go mental. It might be
too late for that considering the types of people I have been making
out with lately. I dig it, but it's a bit weird I think. Oh man I
just want to be hanging out by myself on a beach somewhere, just
paradise that was! But I am optimistic that I will meet another
beautiful boy and more beautiful friends and that i will continue to
be relatively happy as I continue on in life.




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