camu

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2011-01-05 12:11:19 (UTC)

Hey there It's like I'm t..

Hey there
It's like I'm to tired to put my thoughts
on here the latest days

Fuck man, do I miss her..
I couldnt take it anymore last night
Layed here for 2 or 3 hours, calling her
It became part of a rocking motion, little
scary
But at 1am orso she apparently picked
up and I didn't notice
So I hang up automatically, and just
continued to call her
Then a few minutes later she picked up
again and I didn't notice cause I was just
laying in some trance, then I realised and
was so surprised, I vaguely said hi?
But she left it on, I was just starring into
nothing, listening to soomething what
vaguely sounded like some calm far away
music
But after I think a minute i think she
hang it up
I realised that.. maybe something was
wrong
Maybe she was dying, and I know and
knew that I was obviously maybe
convincing myself something was wrong
so she was in need of help, my help
It was just, those silences, I've had to
listen too them before and those time
there were things wrong, very, so
But I also still hadn't talked to her and
now gave myself more reason to
continue calling her, so I did

After 5 or 10mins she just picked up with
sup
I couldnt really talk yet so I made some
noises and then asked sup you, cause
that's what I call for, I wonna know how
shes doing etc

Lolz, I wrote all the above last night and
fell asleep
Meaning I didn't set my alarm meaning I
just woke up
And had to be at school at 8:30

Hmm, sleep




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