charlottedakota

Charlottedakota
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2011-01-02 01:18:00 (UTC)

Happy fucking 2011 ._.

Last year, I thought the intro to 2010 was bad. Now the intro to 2011
is almost as bad.

Last year my mum came in drunk as a tart, did the usual "your dad is a
wanker, he was never there for you, he hates you, I cbfa with you, if
I could leave I would" and all depressed and she just kept pushing me
and pushing me and ohmygod, I tried to go to my room to get away from
her but nooo she followed me. So I pushed her away from me and legged
it out the door. I was away until about half 3 and freezing, being a
little emo i had a tank top, small hoodie, skinny jeans and converse,
so I was FREEZING. Mum was yelling and shouting she'd call the police
so I went back and she had more of a go at me dn fdjsbndsgbvndfkvdv.
Irritated me to hell.

ANYWAY this year. Spent Christmas alone. Spent new years alone with my
mum - where she was SOBER. Tonight she went out, all happy. Came home
at midnight-ish started yelling actual gibberish "This is good food
but at least I fucking went out and didn't stay in!!" ... WHAT?! She
was purposely starting an arguement with ANYTHING I did. "Can I turn
this shit off?" "It's got 5 more minutes and it's been on for an hour,
you can have the remote afterwards" *turns it off* "...Oh alright
then." "YOU KNOW I FUCKING HATE SOUTH PARK AND SHIT LIKE-"
"... It was American Dad"
"I hate Family Guy. And you know what. You're dad. Oh your dad has
never been there for you, he's a wanker and..."
"... Can I just go to bed? You always go through this 'talk'"
"No! No I don't, I never bring up your wanker of a dad ever! Don't
ever say I do!" At this point she snatched my laptop off me and threw
it back onto my wrist which hurts like hell, tried to take it off me
again so I grabbed it back and tried to go upstairs.
"I never ever ever fucking talk about your wanker of a dad! Ever! He's
never been there for you..."
At this point she was terrifying the dogs so I tried to calm her down
WHICH OBVIOUSLY ANGERED HER MORE. EVENTUALLY I got to bed, now she's
in there talking to herself while I have both dogs in my room (who
never come into my room which shows how scared they are)

URGH. She is always a fucking depressive, selfish, freak of a
drunk!!!! ALWAYS. She can turn anything into a depressing situation
"Night mum" "YEAH LEAVE ME I'LL BE FUCKING GONE IN THE MORNING. I'M A
WANKER JUST LIKE YOUR DAD AND I DON'T FUCKING LOVE YOU"
"...what? Ah whatever, Night mum see you tomorrow."
Then tomorrow she'll hold a massive grudge like everything was my
fault. ALRIGHT THEN MOTHER. YOU FREAKING FREAK OF A FREAK.

CBFA. Actually fuming. Worst end to 2010 - a DECENT year. Saw almost
every one of my favorite bands- Papa Roach - John Barrowman - Train -
Buckcherry - Lady Gaga. And made LOADS of new friends who give one and
learnt loads. BUT NO. Christmas was when my brother said he never
wants me to see my nephews or him again because his dog of a
girlfriend was being an attention seeker and trying to make out our
sister was a child abuser. EURGH.

C-B-F-A.
Please 2011 give me a better start...


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