cachaemic

Lasta lalaithamin
2010-12-26 11:20:00 (UTC)

How very selfish of me.


Give me weed
I wanna be high
Give me alcohol
I wanna let loose
Give me hunger
I wanna show him what he hasn't got.


I want to be used, fucked and discarded
I want to be missed
I want to show him that it's just him i won't fuck
I want to make him care he messed me up

I never want to see him again
I want to be there for him
I never want to cry over him
I want to show him I care

I want to get fucked up and blame it all on him
I don't ever want to hurt him again.

Why am I so up and down?

I don't even know what I feel about all this, but apparently I feel bad
about it.
I didn't even feel anything when he said it, but I guess my sub-
conscious took it pretty hard.




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