LadyKathyCat

Luke
2010-12-15 21:39:01 (UTC)

12/15/2010

Today was a pretty average day.
I still havent spoken to my long lost best friend, Buzzy.
Let me tell you something about Buzzy. Me and him were friends,
and our friendship grew so strongly we became besties.

our friendship went on and off, because his friends, treat him like
shit, and he sais im the only real friend he has. And to me so is he.
He would get angry/depressed randomly during the day because of his
friend's behavior. so he would automatically think im not a good
friend either, and then he would get mad at me.

Thing is, im a very forgiving person. i cant help it. even if i truly
hate the person, i cannot stay angry with them for more then 2 days.
Cause as soon as i hear the words 'im sorry' i emediatly break down
and say 'its okay.'

so after his fase of being mad at me, he would say he's sorry and our
friendship will continue like nothing happened.

This was one of the reasons why our friendship was so great. We could
throw words at eachother and it wouldnt effect how we felt.

But love? Love is stupid. He fell inlove with me a 2 weeks ago, and
ruined our friendship. I told him he and i shouldnt be together.
Cause, even if our friendship is so invincible, i dont even want to
take the risk of how akward/bad this relationship would turn out in
the end.

And now he isnt mad at me...but he's avoiding me. Ronnie told me:
"give him some time."

And i am. but its been a week allready, and im scared maybe this
whole falling in love deal ruined us.

should i talk to him? or should i just keep waiting...




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