Kansas Girl

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2010-12-13 05:21:27 (UTC)

No Idea whats going on with me

I dont know what is wrong with me lately. I can't seem to pull
myself out of this slump Im in. I think my guardian angel is either
on crack or doesnt have a GPS because he is not doing his job
properly. For example: Instead of going to the bar after the Xmas
party with some other co-workers I just came home. Today instead of
going to the mall and having a girls day with my mom and niece I
stayed home and cleaned up, baked cookies and did laundry. I dont
like going places where there are crowds, I dont like getting
dressed up (btw I didnt wear the dress to the party) because I feel
like nothing looks good on me. I dont know what to do anymore about
it, its like whatever is going on with me is keeping me
from "living" and this sadly isnt the first time I noticed it. I
don't know how many times I passed on something over the summer
(that I truly wanted to do that had to do)that had todo with a
swimsuit because I didnt wanna be seen in it.

What should I do?




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