Bond

Functional Insanity
2010-11-26 03:46:57 (UTC)

on again

On the treadmill, off the treadmill, on again, off again, food in my
mouth, eating, eating, not eating, spiting my food out. I have this
friend that had major surgery and took ten years off her life (they
butchered her insides. Another Doctor not certified out to make a
quick buck) and after 10 years she has gained all the weight back.
Move, move, move, move. Eat less, or don't eat. That's it. no other
answer. I want to be thin, but I never will be. I like food to much.
But I refuse to be fat. I look on anorexic sites for tips and I forgo
a meal now and then, and when I am on a binge, I spit my food out. Or
just to have something I would not normally eat. If I was a little
more motivated I would work out more than I do, but I am to lazy and
more enamored with the computer.




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