LifeOnTheVerge

the complete works of erica j. radford
2010-11-18 11:57:01 (UTC)

Fuck pity, Suck it down, Time to wake up baby.

write how I feel
write how I feel...
well I feel hopeless
so I guess I should write about my hopelessness?
how about lies?
I'd rather write about fantasy and lies
rose-tint lensed stories about happiness
how everything works out in a perfect world
how everyone has pain and sadness
but hide it exceptionally well and live a lie
a beautiful lie
and here I am
the big letdown
the big retard who wears every pain, sadness and scar daily across
my face
how I keep it loosely together
and keep thinking that one day I'll get better
one day I'll feel normal again
won't cry my sad retard tears into my pillowcase
my pillows stained from years of unrequited misery
it plagues me yet eludes me
and I'm captured in it's wake
and now here I am
the empty shell of a beautiful, happy and strong girl
a girl who never lets people down
a girl who is strong enough for everyone
a girl who can carry the world on her shoulders
and never lets anyone feel that weight
a beautiful being of truth and light
a free-spirited lady who dreams in stars
twinkles in a smile
and a fire in her eyes that could heat the sun
anyways, that's how i feel
now if only she would wake up now...
hellooo, can you hear me hunny?
it's time to wake up now!
the day awaits you, life is wasting with those z's
c'mon love, time to wake up
the sun is shining just for you.
WAKE UP!!!




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