LostInTheRealWorld

Carlos's confused World
2010-11-13 00:12:36 (UTC)

Blah!

So I started this journal thing because i thought i would write in it
everyday, lol well it turns out i get kind of lazy when i get off
work and i either just wanna watch a movie, play MW2, or just fall
asleep. Alot has happened since my last entry. Turns out after i
finished writing the first time, Jocelyn called me crying, she was
pretty upset about something with her step-dad and her cousin and
her. It was a mess. I felt bad that i couldnt really do anything. I
wanted to go over there comfort her by either holding her and or
hugging her and just telling her that everything would be ok. I think
the day after or something she called me when i was leaving La
Michoacana and she asked me for a ride home from her job, without
hesitation i said "YES!" lol. The ride to her house was the same as
always lol, me driving while lookin at her and then smiling and her
not noticing and when she does she trys not to smile but cant help it
because i guess it makes her nervous lol. She asked me if i had
missed her and it took me awhile to answer but i said yes. She said
she knew i did. I dont know what she meant by that. I kind of wanted
to say no, i guess i just didnt want her knowing that i did miss her
because like i said, i feel like things are alittle different now
with her. I spent the day with arianna on my day off and we had a
blast lol. I love my little girl. Shes so adorable. Shes a happy
baby. All she does is laugh, giggle, smile, and play. Ive never in my
life have ever met a baby like her. Its impossible to be mad at her
because when you want to be, she just looks up at you with her chinky
little eyes and smiles lol like she never did anything wrong and you
just cant help but smile back or laugh. Tomorrow is saturday and a
new guy is supposed to start working because Gabriel got fired for
not having legal papers lol. Ivan wants me to start hitting the gym
with him cause he got himself a membership and he said he can get me
a free month at 24 Hour Fitness. I really want to do it. I use to
like workin out and i wanna do it again so i can look good lol. Oh!!!
Umm i went to the mall with the baby and cynthia and dam, i saw alot
of shit that i want. Now im time we'll see whether i get them or not.
I want MW: Black Ops, The Kinect, an Electronic Cigarette thingy, and
clothes, I NEED CLOTHES. I decided to buy a pair of shoes every
single check that i get and at least an outfit. Right now im in debt
about $2500 with my dad and other shit. Ill finish paying it off
though. Oh yeah and i also want my camera for christmas, Nikon D90 =
(. I dont know if ill get it though. I REALLY want it though. Well
thats it for now. Till next time. Laterz




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