Eel

Glorious...

I felt so, so hurt. No one really understand how I feel anymore. So
much I can type so I can just let it all out. I love my friend a lot. I
want them to call me everyday, I fall head over heels for them. I
absolutely fucking love them sooooo much. Just please open up to me,
it's emotional torture.

I'm at school and I'm sitting and I'm thinking, I want to graduate
with these people. but at the same tim, it's so hard. I can't even begin
to explain. They never liked me back. I don't know anymore. I love my
friends, even the other class that treats me like shit, way too much to
leave. Why did life have to come to this? Stupid obstacles.

11/9/10, --Eli