sarah.kate

Teenage life
2010-11-09 05:21:31 (UTC)

Suicide

So tonight was the night i was going to commit suicide, i was tried
of living. I wasnt happy anymore, and latley things have been SO
wrong. This is bad for anyone to commit suicide, but another thing
is im 15 years old. Another reason i was unhappy was because i was
SO un happy and still no one noticed Well tonight i had everthing
planned out, then all of the sudden my dad comes into my room and
said we needed to talk, well he started off saying "sarah, i love
you." then he went on saying how he wanted whats best for me. He
looked at me with a straight face and said "Sarah, are you happy?"
thats when the tears started to come out. Then it got to the point
where i couldnt even stand i was crying so much. I looked up to him
and said no. Then next thing you know im telling him everything
about how i feel ugly, how ive been cutting myself. and all these
diffrent things. my dad wraped me in his arms and said hunny i love
you and you are the most beautiful thing i have ever lied eyes on.
then all of the sudden i had this feeling. & i hadnt had this
feeling in a VERY long time. i was happy. This is when i knew today
wasnt the last of my days, it was just the beginning. this shows me
that god loves me. My dad was sent to talk to me, by god. & im so
greatful of that. i wouldnt be here if it wasnt for him.




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