Jumbled and Scraps of Thoughts
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Sad Again...Feeling Again...Make it stop.
Im sad sad sad about joey and chance. i keep thinkin about their
little faces. i keep thinkin about how hurt zahara probably is
because they are gone even though she didn't want to take care of
them. why do i have to be like this. why do i have to FEEL
everything. y can't i just be an asshole. i wanted the dogs but i
needed help taking care of them. i was very tired of cleaning their
crate, taking them out, buying food, grooming them, playing with
them, being totally responsible for them. i wanted them. i miss them
and i miss chance the most.
i think tonight i am going to drink rum and cry in my closet.