just_trying13

Just Living
2010-10-16 04:34:25 (UTC)

History Carried on..

Sorry it took so long. Anyways, as I was saying, after school was
over, he texted me, "I didn't do anything." I asked him why he said
sorry, he replied, "I don't know"
And I believed him. I don't know why, maybe because I thought I was
in love with him, or maybe because I was naive. All I know is that I
believed him. I believe it was a Wednesday when that happened.
On Friday, a friend was supposed to come over. I thought over and
over how sometimes he would suddenly stop texting me for a long period
of time, so I thought it'd be nice to give him some of his own
medicine. So what I did was I texted him "oh, bye." "Why?" he
replied, but nothing returned to him. I tried to go at least the rest
of the day without texted him. I thought I could do it no problem.
I only lasted an hour.
But during that hour I thought long and hard. After it had passed, i
finally replied, "Hey I'm sorry but I don't think we should go out
anymore. Sorry. Bye."
I got a response though.
Two HOURS later.
His excuse was that he was eating and he didn't see his phone until
then. And again, I believed him. He BEGGED me not to break up with him.

But that's when I remembered that one Saturday. After he broke my
heart at school. After he sent me that text message that broke me.
The Saturday, I had to go to a Power of the Pen competition earlier in
the morning. And after all the writing parts were done, there was this
little dance thing. Although I only danced with some of my friends,
but they were girls. I texted him saying that I was kind of having
some fun, but what he texted me shocked me.
"You should go dance with other guys. I deserve it. I hurt you
really bad."
I didn't though. I wasn't that kind of person that would cheat. I
still cared for him. He kept saying that he felt really bad. When I
didn't win an award and how disappointed I was. How cold I was when I
was waiting for my ride to come. He felt so bad for me.
He stopped texting me, but he said that he was at IHOP. A couple hours
later he started texting me again.
OUR CONVERSATION:
"My grandpa says he loves you"
"What??"
"Yeah, I know. He's weird."
"No ur grandpa is really nice. gmr."
"No nevermind.."
"What?"
"Nothing you won't believe me"
"You can tell me. Don't worry"
"I love you"
...
...
...
"What?"
"See i told you you wouldn't believe me"
...
...
"I love you too."
"Wait what?"
"Well, I love you."
"After what I put u through?"
"Well, yeah gmr"

So I didn't break up with him that day.

I will say more later.




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