JuGgAlEtTeCAT

JuGgAlEtTeCAT
2010-10-12 00:16:12 (UTC)

the begining

i'm emo i cut myself for a while now i have at lot of drama mostly
with boys one of my exs charles is one of them and my ex matt and
soe deal with some of my friends but lets see if i can start from
the begining i dated charles when i was in 8th and 14 and he was the
same age only two days older i thought he was the one but as it
turns out i want wrong me and him had a great time together about 2
months in our relationship we desided to have sex and it'll be our
first times well he broke up with me before we could and i was truly
heartbroken but it wasn't the first time he broke my heart he broke
it the fist time in 6th grade when he had a gf but he want to date
me and well i got mad when i found out he had a gf and stop talking
to him then he dated my sister (yeah a BIG NO-NO) well thats when i
stop talking to him completely and two years later i started talking
to him then we went out and the brings us back to when we broke my
heart agian he said it was cause i keep hiting him well i don't mean
too really i don't but i've been abused all my so yeah and plus i
don't really know my own strength he didn't give me and any warning
to stop so that made it worse well for about the whole two months
after we broke i tried getting him back then i gave up on the well
we started talking again and he was saying how he still want to date
me well my friend alexis started talking to him on myspace without
my premission and ik he'll try to date like he did with my friend
krystal and she was going to date him well alexis and him started
going out and well i was really really really hurt and started to
cut myself again after a couples weeks of them going out my friend
amanada tells me about her brother and how hes a juggalo and i'm a
juggalette so i just have to meet him one day i was talking to
amanada then i ask her if i can talk to her brother and well we were
talking and stuff and the more we talk the more i come to like so we
make plans to meet up the weekend and so we meet up the second i saw
him i knew i liked him maybe love him so the day was awesome but he
didn't ask me out cause he wanted to get to know me well like 3 days
after we meet for some reason we start talking about having sex and
well i spent the night at his house that weekend but we didn't have
sex and i asked him out and he said yes we went out for 2 days till
alexis started saying some stuff and had us break up well a couple
weeks went bye and matts starts dating someone else that hurts me
and then i go to the mall and i see him and well things got bad then
when i get home i start texting him and i ask hime out again and he
said he'll give me answer tomorrow awell when i teat hime the next
day and ask him out again he said yes and that made me happy about a
week later i spend the night at his house again and we have sex
twice but we break up again two days after cause i told alexis and
she told so much people so i lie and say we didn't well i started
going out with someone else but i was supposed to find out if matt
wanted to date secreatly and i told alexis not to tell him and she
does and that ruins my chance with him a couple weeks late krystal
starts talking to him (btw she dated 3 of my exs now) and then they
go out not the almost had me kill myself and some how i manage to
live through it well they break u then he starts dating someone else
and then she sends very rude messages to me and i have a big blow
out with matt and her and i stop talking to him and then i find out
amanda starts dating charles and then charles is dating krystal and
then i suck more into drama and then me and matt start talking and
we became friends i deside to give him on more chance and well
amanda and charles break up then him and krystal and then which
brings me to now and charles told me he still loves me and the he
asks for krystals number and he has a gf




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