tay1234

tay1234
2010-10-04 20:25:58 (UTC)

as of today..

today im with trevail i finally got my car and i been here for a
week . i wish i could say that this is the beginning of my life. if
i could get my life together things would be so much better i dont
know what my future holds but i really want to get out of my aunt
house im just not being used to told what to do im 20 years old and
this is the worst situation in my life i probably end up homeless
one day but i always tell my self i will be alright. i pray for my
family especially my neice jamia cause arletha is in jail and things
are not good with her right now. i still miss momma and i still cant
believe shes gone and sometimes i just wonder if she s doin
alright , where is she , is she really at peace, is she okay and if
god takin care of my mommy. i pray everyday before and after she
passed that the lord takes care of her, i really hope so cause i
miss her so much and wish she was with so i could tell her i love
her , miss her, and tell her goodbye , and im sorry. i know i could
taken care of her better . so if anything bad happens to me i know
its because i deserve it and i deserve worse. but i would be
thankful if momma and the lord forgives me for not what i did but i
didnt do. im sorry momma but please be with meforever i love .bye.




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