vladtheimpaler

Theyarejustthoughts
2010-09-22 21:50:01 (UTC)

something good can work out

i've just cleaned my room. it's really true about the
whole thing that you feel better when it's clean around
you. it.. smells fresh in here to. that's kind of weird.

anyway, i talked to adrian a lot to day. or more than
usual so to say. ha, that rhymes. please ignore my really
bad night humor.. anyhoooow, sometimes when he spoke to
me, he seemed somewhat.. reserved ? it's like he held
back, not really being he's usual him. maybe he was just
tired, ugh. who wasn't ?. honestly, i don't remember half
of what i did to day. it was like i was drunk. huh. but i
just can't get over how much i just wanna run over to him
and embrace him, and just smell him and be close.

one fact i found out today:

sandra likes adrian.

how do i know ?

well, we were in class. and i was sitting next to sandra
and a couple of other girls. another friend of mine,
nelly, sat at another table next to a little secret
dreamspot, placed right behind adrian. one of the girls at
my table got a little tiny inchy bit loud and sandra was
just like all:
"weeeeell, i think i should go sit over heeere next to
nelly. uhuu, that's what you get for being loud." she said
ofcourse only as a joke. and she walked happily over to
the seat. i knew it. i don't think anyone else was
noticing it but to me, it was so obvious i just wanted to
scream. earlier, i had debated with myself if i should go
sit at that seat. you have to be in love to notice it i
guess. and just beacuse i was born to never get what i
want, the first thing she does when she sist down at the
chair is that she almost flipps it all the way around to
adrian and starts chatting with him. and i was going all:
okay, if that's how you want it..
luckily, the girl that was apperantly being to loud kept
trying to paint on my book. she pouted her mouth and
laughed a little bit when i said to her: "seriously, i'm
sitting over there now". there was a chair next to sandra
only a little bit further away from adrian. i went over to
the seat and sank down. sandra turned her head and looked
at me, a little bit bitchy i have to admit. she didn't
talk to adrian anymore. i did. and she went all: oh my
goood, i'm leaaving and all bad mood. and she went back to
the place she sat at before. and adrian oh, adrian. i
couldn't talk, i stared. and when i talked, it was lame
and the words didn't come out the right way. but he didn't
seem to notice that and when we discussed about he's
handwriting, he came to me and... andd bent over me almost
and wrote on my paper with his weird hadwriting and oh my
god i'm, compeletly melting when i'm writing this.

shit, i really need to go to bed.

klaxons - it's not over yet
woman(MSTRKRFT remix) - wolfmother
don't forget to search my titles on spotify.

goodnight,




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