Aeryn Sun

Uncharted Territories
2010-09-21 11:54:11 (UTC)

Slut faced whore bag

My mother is a slut. She had multiple affairs while she was
living in SVG and her husband was in the US. Even after she
left SVG, the stupid bitch decided to keep in contact w/ her
lovers. Tell me, how did she expect to get away with it?
Didn't she think her husband would find out? He paid the
bills b/c she wasn't working at the time (we'd just come to
the country) yet she made late night long distance calls to
numbers he didn't know. She couldn't say it was to her
family b/c he would have known the numbers and why would she
be calling her family so late at night? Like I said, stupid
bitch. He had an affair too, and the chick was even living
with him. But once everything was in place for us to come to
the country, he got rid of his lover. But my mother refused
to do the same and thus, problems for her marriage. The
failure of her marriage is about 60% her fault.

He found out about her affairs. Actually it was like she
wasn't even trying to hide it while in SVG b/c so many
people knew. I was young but I remember her arguing w/ my
grandmother b/c my grandmother wanted her to stop her
foolishness. Her and a brother even stopped talking b/c she
was sleeping w/ his friend. Her lovers' friends all knew and
that's how he found out - the lovers' friends/family/people
told him. Did she honestly expect people to know and keep
their mouths shut about it? He (and his family) was pretty
well-known in SVG and people down there like to gossip, even
the men. Either she didn't care about him finding out or she
was just too fucking stupid to plan things better.

In SVG I shared a bed w/ her, yet she'd bring the lovers
into the room and have sex w/ me right there on the bed. And
when I woke up, she took me into the bathroom and threatened
to leave me there in the dark by myself if I didn't go back
to sleep. Loving mother huh? Once I think she tried to break
things off w/ one of the guys but they had an argument and
he cut her on her leg. And of course I was there to witness
it all. Did she even try to get me out of the room? Who
knows. She's always let men beat up on her. Why? B/c she's a
stupid bitch and honestly, she deserves what she gets.

I know people change and a few weeks ago I would've said
that she learned her lesson and didn't deserve everything
she's been through w/ these men, but I can't say that
anymore. She made her bed and deserves the consequences.
This whole rant is due to a conversation I overheard about 2
wks ago. One night I went upstairs to shower and heard her
on the phone. I didn't think anything of it but then she
closed her bedroom door, which was suspicious to me. So I
eavesdropped on her conversation. At the time I didn't know
who she was talking to (later found out that it was a
cousin). She and the cousin were talking about one of her
ex-lovers, how her husband found out about the affair - the
lover's friend told her husband, and how the lover had been
trying to contact her while we were in SVG in July. While in
SVG I kept hearing people say how this Rejector (the lover)
was looking for her. It made me mad but I didn't say
anything about it. Apparently he doesn't live to far from us
now. So that same night after band practice she dropped us
off @ the house and said that she was going to see an old
friend that came to visit from Canada, some BS story; does
she honestly think I stupid? If anything I'm more like her
ex-husband than her. Said she wasn't going to stay long, but
she came back about 3 hrs later. Fucking lying bitch. I know
she went to see him that night.

Lately she's been so secretive about her whereabouts. The
other day she went out and didn't invite me. It was her day
off and said that she had some paperwork to take care of.
Normally she want company when she goes out, yet she didn't
invite me b/c she was meeting someone. That night I checked
her call log to see who she was making plans w/ that
morning, but the logs didn't go that far back so I never
found out. But I saw that she'd been calling some Carlos all
night long. Earlier that night Dev called me and she asked
who had called and I refused to answer. Surprisingly, Jen
said 'she's been talking to this Carlos all the time.' I was
curious why Jen would say that, since I have a friend named
Carlos but we haven't spoken in forever. So I just ignored
his comment. Apparently, Jen knows that mother has been
talking to someone named Carlos (makes sense, he's always
playing on her phone, I should question him about it). At
the time I didn't know who this Carlos was, I figured it was
someone from work and she was trying to see how her route
went that day since it was her day off, but I was suspicious
b/c of the late hours she was calling him.

So today I went to use the computer and saw that she didn't
turn it off last night and so she was still logged in on
MSN. I scanned through her contacts, and what do you know, I
came across 'Carlos'; scrolled over his name and saw his
email 'Rejector****....' Fucking bitch! Yep, she's been
talking to the Rejector (both online and on the phone) that
had been trying to contact her in SVG and I'm sure she's
been seeing him as well. She better not bring him here or
else she will see just how mean and disrespectful I can be.

mother: kids, this is my friend Carlos.
me: Carlos, aka Rejector? The same Rejector that had an
affair w/ my mother years ago and caused problems in her
marriage that resulted in me witnessing my father beat up on
my mother? Not nice to meet you. (walk out of the house b/c
I can't be under the same roof as such disrespect. I think
it's disrespectful to her family to even be in contact w/
this man or any or her ex-lovers.)

Yea, lets see what they have to say about that one. And she
better not try to hit me. I blocked and removed him from her
MSN contact list. She's so comp illiterate she wouldn't know
why he no longer comes online, and I'll have to warn Mo not
to help her either. And if she somehow adds him again, I'll
fuck up his email address; quite simple to switch the t and
m in hotmail (or something like that), so simply you don't
even realize when you do it, I do it all the time. And once
I get a hold of her phone tonight, I'll 1- put his number on
the block list and 2- leave his number in her contact list
but switch some of the digits or replace 1 or 2. So he can't
call her and when she tries to call him, it's the wrong
number. I'm so evil (evil witch laugh)!!! I rarely go to her
phone and don't even answer when it rings, so why would she
suspect me? I wanted to talk to her about this guy, but it'd
be pointless. She still sees me as a child and so have no
business in her affairs. Whatever. She better not bring this
guy here thinking he can tell me siblings what to do. I'll
have to instruct them not to speak to this individual.

I feel kinda sad for her though. I know she's lonely, but
she fucked up her life years ago. She's honestly the reason
her husband became so manipulative, controlling, abusive,
etc. If she had been a faithful wife, she would have had a
life companion now and our lives would have been different.
Yes, I am a little resentful. I always blamed him, but now
I'm starting to see that she is as much to blame (if not
more) as he is.

Stupid, stupid, fucking whore bag.




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