simply me

my wee diary
2010-09-19 21:05:41 (UTC)

sunday night 19th sept 2146

my body on the way out, i never managed to finish the
training tonight, the last 5 min was hell, a cold sweat
and shaking, even trying to put my hands on my head and
stand tall to get more oxyegen in was impossible, that
sick feeling never leaves you, i was broken tonight just
for a moment, my hands on my hips and just starring at a
single strap of wood infront of me to try and regain my
energy, it was useless and an experience, my body is
built so strong but tonight a breath of wind would have
floored me at that moment.
i have a fight with my body everyday, i love that
fight, it keeps my mind off the real fight which is with
the trials and tribulations of life itself, i'll get up
tomorrow and continue that fight, today my body beat me
and i'll remember that feeling, tomorrow will be a
different fight.




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