Just Another Girl

My Life
2010-09-18 03:40:18 (UTC)

Being Patient

No.
But in a nice way.
Not so blunt, plain and mean.
A respective no. Almost a kind no.
Now how can I manage to say that type of no to M when he asks me out again?
School's out! Over 2 alarm-free weeks! I'm so glad! I doubt I'll see M anytime
soon....Except for tomorrow at church. But maybe we'll go to a different
service....yeah fat chance! But hopefully he'll...forget about it? He'll marry his
sister before that happens!
ew.
Maybe he can tell that I don't want him to ask me...Do I? No.
I'm being patient. I think that having a boyfriend at my age is overrated. I'm
being patient and my first boyfriend will be someone special. Don't get me
wrong he's special in his own way. But he's not my special guy. I'm being
patient. How many times have I said that? Oh well it helps me to feel sure that
I'm doing the right thing.
It won't work out between us. I know it.
I don't want him to get hurt or me. It's just no worth it you know?

As for Isaac...
I'm giving up on him.
There's no point in me wasting all these feelings on him when nothings going
to happen. I think he does like Felicity. That's his choice and I'm actually ok
with that. It gives me closure. He's an ok guy, but once again I'm being patient.

All you lucky girls out there who have found their Mr. Right, be thankful every
day and never let him go!




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