Vanilla

Guilt

I feel sick because Ive ruined Alishas life unintetionally. I
cant really do anything right now, I need someone to call me
and tell me it will be ok. I need V to call me right now and
just tell me its ok...to calm me down because hes always been
good at that. Im craving a cigg right now.

I feel horrible, I feel so bad..ive cried a little...havnt
felt this feeling before.