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Journal of a Jedi Padawan
2010-09-12 00:02:10 (UTC)

He Says He's Sorry

To all you readers out there, this entry is mostly for
Phantasma, but you can read and follow along. If you've been
keeping up with his blog, you'll see he wrote. Well, tried
to. Turns out he just couldn't. He practically broke down in
the middle of a fight scene! I felt bad for him, to tell you
guys the truth. He said that he was sorry, he was confused,
and that he still cares. He suggests to let the readers
decide. I can do that. So, readers, go to his blog if you
haven't already, and read both sides. Tell me if I am wrong
or if he is. But note, he calls himself pathetic. I have to
say, he isn't. If you guys knew him, he isn't. I hate to see
him like that.
However, what drives me crazy is that he wants me to
choose. He wants me to choose him over my boyfriend. I want
him to be my friend! Thats all. At least for now. If my
boyfriend and I ever do break up, we can try dating. But I
wish he would realize we are only friends for now! That
means no extreme hugging, and nothing that a boyfriend would
do! I feel like I've told him time after time, and he keeps
on, therefore my boyfriend will step up and Phantasma ends
up getting hurt. I step in when things get rough, but it
drives me crazy to keep doing it. I like him but as a
friend. Not as a boyfriend, but I really don't want to never
speak to him again! I want us to be able to hang out and let
it be normal. Right now, he has to be the loyal friend that
waits for the girl. It hurt me a little to see him go. And
to see him like this only makes things worse.
If you guys, the readers, choose to let us be friends
again, so be it. I'd love to! If you choose that we should
leave each other be, okay. I can do that. So, please hurry
and vote before he gets really depressed and I feel like a
complete idiot! May the Force be with you.




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