The Unspoken

These Are Ordinary
2010-09-11 13:34:09 (UTC)

a letter that you'll never read..

My friend was right. I will miss you in a certain times..
But it doesn't mean that I'm stuck to the past. Maybe you
don't remember these special times..

I will probably be the only one remembering those sweet
moments.. If you don't remember, that's good, and I don’t
have to worry about you..

I have ever told you that I'm easily hurt but easily healed.
I just realized that the second statement was not right. I'm
sorry I had kept those anger and pain for so long...

Sometimes I wished you will ask why did I decide to end our
relationship.. Maybe you knew, I think you knew..

I left you there and ignored you, I wasn't there when you
needed me.. I really want you to know that I did that to
help us.. You and I..

I've tried my best to end our story in a best way.. And now,
if you ignore me, it means I have got the result I expected,
and it's a good thing, isn’t it? And don't worry about me
cause I have familiarized with all these things..

And as always, I won't send this letter to you.. I've
written many letters after we broke up and planned to send
it to you, but everytime, I didn’t let myself to do that..
I don't want to leave another shadow in your life.. It’s
better like this.. It's better if you don't know all these
things, it’s better to make you think I don’t care about
you.. So, there will be nothing that be able to hold you
back.. Keep moving forward!

For you, who has ever been my precious one.. be strong and
struggle for your life.. You are better than this.. I know
you can do, just try a bit harder everytime you fail.. I
won’t be seeing you.. I won’t keep my love for you..

Now, there is only me.. I have to set my mind and my heart..
So that I could live my life and my future sincerely and
wisely.. I won’t let the pain change me.. Just like what
people say.. Leave the bad things and keep the good things..
I learnt many things from our story.. and I’m getting better
day to day.. it’s a good sign, isn’t it?




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