alice
crappy life
2010-09-11 12:41:19 (UTC)
sad...;-(
did i do this to myself...crap...it's only been 1 day
but i miss her so much...
i told her i will be away for a while....that i
wouldn't...and could not call her for a while...but...why
did i do that???for myself??? i was trying to detoxify
myself from her...feels like i'm being dependent on her too
much..now...i've been restless, and can't concentrate on a
certain thing that i was suppose to do...i miss her so
much...this is such a torture to me...
may be i also want to see if she will miss me
too....they say that absence makes the heart grow
fonder....is that right???
i miss her.....OMG help....this is self inflicted
pain...LOL....shit...