Another guy

Nothing Creative
2010-09-10 01:45:52 (UTC)

some thoughts

just a few things have happened to make me think.

ive been ranting on about the this rented house recently a
lot.. and i know its just a phase, from first being furious,
to know just none stop talking about it due to the
annoyance. ive recently cancelled a contract with a phone
and internet provider, which was the plan we had all made
before summer. and after letting them no, they then came
back at me pissed off because i had done that n they wanted
to renew it and add a few extra things, when it was their
idea in the first place to cancel it, and then say they wont
do anything to get a new contract till i get back. n i think
i no wots going on, they've realised they dont want it in
their names, so expect me to sort it all out again, NO
CHANCE.they can do it themselves.

and me n my best mate.. we were tlking about stuff the other
day and how a friend is supporting her the way she thinks
she shud be especially the was she supported her. and we
were talking about how people dont appreciate what they have
and for other people to not appreciate having them around,
not that friend do things for others for something in
return, but just cus their friends.. and we were watching tv
and this episode were the best mate tells this girl he loves
her... and it was like screaming out, i go over the top for
her and i want to let her know how i feel, and for her to
just realise what i do and feel for her. but i know its not
all me, cus she does do some things for me... but i think
whats actually getting to me more so and as im writing this
is, i always try to put a smile on things, even if its
something i hate, cus it will make her feel better and its
better then still doing something and dragging my heels in
the ground cus its then worse for the both of us... were as
she does do things for me, n its like im doing in this with,
but only just. altho id rather her be there only just then
not at all... if any of this makes sense.

anyway.. thats it for now, il write some more wen i know how
to word it proply




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