Cali_Girl_92

Guess I'll Go WIth A Typical Name: M
2010-09-07 03:06:23 (UTC)

The Song Im Feeling

(First off, spelling won't be bothered with nor will
gramatical correctness. Oh, and if you can't deal with bad
words, get over it)

It's my senior year and I should e loving life, having
flings, hanging with friends, wondering about my future and
basically enjoying my last year as a teenager before the
big 18 and grown-up world that goes with that crazy number.
Instead I'm bored, annoyed, irritated and wishing my life
had a fast-forward button. Before you even say it, no i'm
not mentally insane or depressed, just needing more, more
action, more freedom, more excitment and thrills, a chance
to get out of this box of a town I've known my whole life.
I want out of this dreary, mudane, immature world of high
school and I want a more fast paced life. I want risks and
action. I'm currently addicted to a few different songs,
but I guess it's not so much the song as a whole as it is
bits and pieces of each song, that draws me to it. So I
figured I'd start a blog/diary, whatever, where each time
i'd write about why those sections of songs attract me to
them, picking a different song for each entry.

First off in our list, "Hook Me Up" by: The Veronicas

"I'm tired of my life
I feel so in between
I'm sick of all my friends
Girls can be so mean
I feel like throwing out
Everything I wear
Starting over new
Cause I'm not even there.

I want to get away some place
But I don't want to stay too long
Sometimes
I want a brand new day
Trying to fit in where I don't belong"

So let's see, This is the first and second stanza of the
song and the main part of my liking of the song. "i'm tired
of my life, I feel so in between" I am tired of my life,
but not in a "i'm gonna go kill myself sort of way" more
like I'm tired of being stuck in this small city and i want
something new, but at the same time I'm nervouse about
leaving and being on my own. "I'm sick of all my friends,
girls can be so mean." God this is true on many levels.
First off, let me say that I include myself in this when I
say, My main groups of friends (the ones i see every day,
or used to for some of them) is pretty much a bunch
of "teenagers" who can't decide if they want act like
bitches who thik they're cooler than they really are, or a
bunch of juvenile little kids who want to constintly pick
favorites and point fingers. Sorry guys but you know i'm
right, and yeah, I can be a bitch or act juvenile at times
and I know it, but when some of you act all innocent it
makes me want to scream. Take your ego down a few notches,
good lord. And yes. you ALL can be mean, don't EVEN try to
deniy it. I'm mean, you're mean, girls are mean. So I'm SO
tired of the juvenile behavior, we're seniors but most
probably wouldn't belive it if they actually saw how we
acted on a day to day basis. "I feel like throwing out,
Everything I wear, Starting over new, Cause I'm not even
there." I wish I could just fast-forward to college life
and get a chance to start over. New school, new friends,
(yes I still want to keep all my old ones) new loves, and
new opportunities. I want to be my own person, finally
break away from this old life filled with tension and
parental "guidance." I want something new. "I want to get
away some place, But I don't want to stay too long." I
guess this just goes with my nature, I LOVE to travel and
go new places, if I could, I'd constintly be traveling to
new places and discovering new things, never staying in any
one place for too long. " I want a brand new day, Trying to
fit in where I don't belong" Pretty much self explanatory.
I want a new chapter in my life to start, I don't feel like
I belong in this one any more.

Wow this turned out to be a longer and more dreary entry
than i thought. I'd like to clarify though, that I LOVE my
family and yes, i LOVE all my friends, and nothing will
change that, idk i guess i'm just going through that stage
where i feel restricted and tied down by parents and
school, but I do have a good life and am over all verry
happy with it. If you've stayed with me through this, let
me just say my bad and well I guess thanks for reading.




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