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aspirations of a brokenheart
2010-09-05 21:04:26 (UTC)

the things that i just don't want to see

i can't seem to stop being dark within myself and no matter
how much positive thngs may seem to be getting or what my
family may say about will come from me being clean it just
doesn't help. its going on four months that i have not seen
my lil girl and that is getting to me slowly and i don't
know if when she comes back to my life will things change
with me and what if she doesn't come back anytime soon? but
see that would be the dark things that are plauging me. i
have a person that i'm trying to be friends with and even
that is becoming a lil hard because i don't know what i
want anymore.and then i still find myself thinkin about the
guys that don't think about me. why do i torture myself in
such a way? God willing this will end soon because i just
don't want to be this way anymore




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