rdneville1

Don't leave the light on baby
2010-09-05 15:07:01 (UTC)

Long time no see.

Wow, I really haven't written in here in a while. I told
myself I would, but I think I feel much better now than I
was three months ago. I still think about her once in a
while and I keep her in my prayers and hope for the best for
her, our daughter and us in general. She's seeing some guy,
he seems nice enough. I've only really talked to him once
and it was just one or two sentences. For the most part
though, this is my new life. Work Monday to Friday, pick up
Izzy and then she comes and picks her up Sunday when I go to
see my mom. It feels weird that no one really talks to me
from her family anymore, just occasionally her mom and her
sister sometimes leaves a comment on Facebook. I guess I
fell into a pretty deep funk there the last two years or so
and didn't communicate well with anyone or maybe didn't
listen and know what was going on around me. But oh well
right? Live and learn is what they say? Better to have
loved and lost than to not loved at all blah blah blah.

Moving on...

I've lost about fifty pounds since I started working out and
dieting. I'm down to 235 lbs, but I seem to be stuck there.
I'm not even eating anything bad really. Next paycheck I'm
going to get a gym memebership, they'll reimburse me at work
so long as it's health related. My two bosses are members
at L.A. Fitness and I said I'd go to a Zumba class with my
boss if I got a gym membership. Ha ha ha.

I moved into a one bedroom apartment a month ago, it's
almost two hundred bucks cheaper a month than I was paying.
That makes things alot easier. Conversely I'm giving Jodie
two hundred bucks a month to help take care of Isabelle.
But I got a decent raise at work about two months ago so I'm
still a little ahead.

Money is still pretty tight, I started tithing at church.
The way I see it, God is faithful to me so I have to be
faithful to God. It's hard to be as good as He wants me to
be, sometimes impossible for me. But every time I fall down
I just have to remember to get back up or it's not going to
get any better. Oh yeah, I started going to church about
three months ago. I guess I should have added that in at
the beginning of this paragraph. Well, I started to go
again I should say. I used to go all the time as a kid, my
mom took us to a Catholic church. I go to this Christian
church now and it's pretty okay.

Oh well, I guess that's all I can write for now. My
daughter will wake up soon, I have to clean and do some
laundry before we go to my moms house. It's weird to me
because my mom ALWAYS used to hate that my dad would take us
to his moms house on Sunday to hang out and now she almost
EXPECTS us to come over every Sunday with Izzy. I don't
mind it because they're pretty cool, my mom and her husband,
and it's free lunch ha ha ha.

Well, if anyone reads this I hope you have a great day.
Talk to you later Diary.




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