Hope, Lies, and Magick
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Oh, what to say and what to do? I need to do some notes
in Honors Humanities, and then I'm free for the night.
A lot of crap happened today- as usual. After school
Dannika and her friend Dee came over and we all went to
Planned Parenthood to get my first birth control.
After Hometown Buffet- five billion pieces of chicken,
fries, pizza, and ice cream- we finally got to the clinic,
where we filled out some paperwork and sat around for a
After an hour, I was called in by a super-nice lady. She
talked really fast and informed me of the facts and showed
me how the pill worked. After that, I went to another lady
who gave me a year's worth of pills, condoms, and the
morning after pill, along with several packets of medical
tips and stuff.
When we got out, Dee and Danni dropped me off and I went
strait to my room to contemplate my current drama. Right
as I did, Andrew called.
He informed me the worst thing. Apparently the whole
family had gotten into a huge fight, and Damian's family
will be moving next week. I felt sick. A good friend was
leaving on bad terms and ugly affairs.
I did what I knew was right. I sent Damian a message:
"Dude I'm so sorry about what's happening. (Andrew told
me.) I've been pissed at you, and you've been just as
pissed at me lately, but it doesn't mean I don't care
about you. We've both been acting like fucking assholes,
and I'm sorry. I really hope you're not moving out of
Poway, and trust me, Andrew isn't completely dead on you.
You guys are BROTHERS. Hate me all you want, I deserve it,
but seriously, Andrew could have done worse things.
Hate and hurt me all you want, but please don't hate
About five minutes later Damian called me. He was really
chill and confided that he'd thought I'd started rumors
about him taking advantage of me. He told me about Meghan
breaking up with him and the sparkles, and I pretended to
have no idea what he was talking about.
Either way, Damian and I made up, and I even convinced
Andrew to be in a truce. But Damian says he's moving back
to ARIZONA next month!
Oh, God, see Damian and I through this. I actually can
see him being one of my best guy friends- no romance
needed. Please, please, just give me one more chance.
Lots of Love,