Mary Jane

The Yelllow Submarine
2010-08-30 03:12:13 (UTC)

I used to have so many friends

I used to have more friends than I knew what to do with. I
didn't even have time to hang out with all of them, and
now I have very few. I feel that I have grown apart from
most of my friends, and I feel that some of who I thought
were my best friends, are self absorbed assholes.

I have felt like for a long time that I put way more into
most friendships than I get back. My single friends, have
little time for me because they are out getting trashed
and trying to hook up. My unmarried not single friends are
up their boyfriends asses. My married friends almost all
have kids and little or not time for anything else.

I feel like now that I am pregnant, assuming that
everything goes well (fingers crossed, it's so early!) I
am going to see another rapid decline in the friend pool.

I know that we are all growing up and people are busy, but
it still sucks, and I am very lonely!!!

I literally do not have one friend who I can go hang out
with. My best friend lives 2 hours away, and that is
literally the only place I can think to go. It really
blows.




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