Focus

Over the hills and through the woods❣️
2010-08-30 00:02:03 (UTC)

8-29-2010

OK so yep we argued again today .... what about? Well first of all he was asking
where was the boys clothes bcuz "THEY " was gonna go somewhere like dave &
busters or the zoo... Um excuse me? & u tryna leave me out. There is no half
way seperation U either gon seperate or U not. There is no "in between" So that
was strike # 1... Then we start arguin about the past which is actually the
present since Im constantly faced with bullshit that happened in the past but it
carried on into the present... Ok so Im like wow seriously u tryna leave me out of
the mix u tryna have going on today with the boys. This shit is crazy . Like real
talk !... All these dam years I have wasted on a piece of shit who provides & does
what he has to do but is a lying ass piece of shit. Like seriously ! .... I really dont
know where to go from here bcuz I just dont fckn know. Is all of this worth the
pain and bullshit ? Is it? I think not . Time is steady going by & the boys are
steady gettin older but Im not moving it seems. Im gettin older but im not
growing. I am a spiritually grounded person & i know who holds tomorrow . My
life is worth living and i know it is. Im just not doing it. I am prematurely puttin
myself on hold for a lier? I think i have gotten so comfortable in this mess i
wont allow myself to move & that is sad as hell... I gotta move starting
tomorrow I am on a mission . I am so serious I can not just sit here & stay in
pain I mean bcuz that is whats happening. I must take a stand and move
forward not only for my boys but for myself I cant just let myself go to this pain

to be continued at a later date.

p.s he is keeping so many secrets and telling so many lies i dont know if its
anything left...




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