ladybug

Devine Chaos
2010-08-29 09:36:30 (UTC)

My Wish

I remember the times when holidays & family gatherings made
me sad and depressed. I remember on one ocation looking
around the room at everyone and it dawn'd on me thet I was
the only one there thet was "There by myself". Every women
& girl in that room had a husbend or boyfriend to spend the
Holidays with.Even seeing couples around town would make me
sad.
One night I went out side to sit on the porch and have a
ciggeret.There was a full moon out and it was cold and
windy.
I looked up to the sky and prayed to God.I was crying so
hard thet I could'nt say what I wanted to. But I felt he
already knew
the pain in my heart,so I closed my eyes and just let the
tears flow.I opend my eyes after saying Amen, and they
became fixed on a star.And from the deepest depth of my
heart & soul, I wished thet God would lead me and help me
to find "The one" who holds the missing pieces thet will
make me hole. I remember how "at peace" I then felt.
And how each day after that was filled with faith and hope.




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