awesomelikethat

Don't Give A Damn for Perfection
2010-08-21 15:01:34 (UTC)

It's time to start being me

Okay, so, I'm going to do exactly what the title says. I'm
going to start being me again. I used to be that crazy
little girl who never cared about anything. Now, I'm
technically still a crazy little girl, but, I actually care
about what people think of me more than I used to. I
actually try to be DECENT and NORMAL when I talk to people.
I actually THINK about what I'm going to say BEFORE I say
it. But, ask any of my friends, they'd say I don't care, or
I act before I think, but that's just because they're my
friends. I'm not shy around them. Before, I'm never
shy...around ANYONE. I'd speak my mind whether it was in
front of a teacher or not. I'd do stupid stuff regardless of
where I was. Now, I still do that, but not usually and only
in a minimal level. Life's no fun when you care too much.
So yeah, I just read this fic on fictionpress.com and
realized what I've been missing. Sure, I'd probably have WAY
less friends and/or people who like/talk to me, but at least
I know that anyone who does try to be my friend would be a
REAL friend. And maybe people would start avoiding me, but
what the hell? At least I'm myself. And most of all, at
least I'm
DIFFERENT.

-Luna




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