2010-08-20 03:39:07 (UTC)

I hate myself..

Everything about me is retarded, my teeth are crooked, my
face has acne everywhere, my legs look like a cow, people
laugh at me when i walk down the halls at school, not
because of my looks, because of stupid rumors...and i always
ruin everything..especially not a pleasant
person to be around, i think way to much and when i think i
either end up cuttiing myself or getting really depressed
for the wrong boyfriends birthday is
litterally in 1 minute, and im sitting here about to cry
because i realized how much i hate not coming to
him for happy, i dont wanna ruin his day...):
sometimes i think im beter off dead.