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2010-08-20 03:32:10 (UTC)

just about me

This is my first post,,,so yea
I'm Rebekah Anderson, i am 15 years old, i'm white, stand
5'2, and have blue eyes. i am dating a guy named Jacob. we
have been dating for 3 months now. I'm not the average 15
year old..when i was younger, i was sexually abused and
raped by a family member,,nobody found out and nothing can
be done now. I have tried to commit suicide 4 times, and i'm
a cutter, but i havent cut in 2 months..i am never truly
happy,but can fake a smile everyday. i have friends i talk
to, but 2 people i call my actual friends..i wear makeup
everyday, hasnt been a day without it. I am obsesssed with
how i look. and i have nothing else to yea