i want to get away from here...
my boyfriend said that he and his family used to go over to
america alot when he was younger and that he preferred it
to england, that one day he wants to move back there but
only if i went with him. and i would go with him. i don't
like it here, i want to leave everything behind, all the
memories all the unneeded pain and anger and just get away.
even if me and alex aren't together then well i'll go on my
own and start all over again. i know this sounds stupid :/
probably won't even happen anyways knowing me.
i think i wanna start a kinda diet cause atm i hate my
body, think i'll cut out any unnessary fatty food out each
week 1- chocolate and sweets.