Robin

Jack
2010-08-18 02:44:18 (UTC)

hmm...change of subject.

So i was looking around this site at some of the other
things which people had written, and i thought to myself,
why on earth would anybody want to read MY diary???

But oh well, it doesn't matter. All i've got to say is
that some people have REALLY BIG problems!!

So my diary is gonna go from a diary to a place where i
will read other people's problems from their diaries, and
then say something inspirational which might help.

Sounds cheesy - i know - but i really wanna help people.
and if i can clear MY OWN depression, i do nothin but try
and help with other peoples.

I had tried suicide 4 times. And i failed, each time.
And at the end of each one, once all the cuts and bruises
had cleared up, at the end i just felt more depressed. So
don't do it. Don't die when there is just SO much to live
for.

I heard all these stupid 'beyond blue' ads and other anti-
depressant things like that and all i could think
was "fck. you have NO idea." so what if there are "other
people out there like me". it doesnt feel like it, and
them saying that doesnt make me feel any better. when
they make the ads, do they seriously think: "us telling
them that there are other people are going to make them
feel better."

they're IDIOTS. They have no idea what it's like. but I
do, because i've been through it.

and i wanna help. they just want money.

Robin xx




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