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Confessions of a married woman
2010-08-16 17:39:40 (UTC)

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Update on my life:

I still care so much for S, but I guess he doesnt feel the
same, although he did send me a message to tellme how he
was doing, etc... I kept it simple didn't give it to much
importance he didnt mention anything about us, so I just
left it at that :(

I met some guy off a datesite that we have been exchanging
emails forever his name is A, he is Armenian and God knows
I have this thing for Aremienans, anyway we met for cup of
coffee had a great conversation with his super duper cute
accent, we went for a walk in the park, and then he
invited me to see a movie at his house, I didn't want to
go but I went anyway. We watched a stand-up comedy dvd
and then we proceeded to watch 2012 and we sorta watched
that because then we started drinking some wine, chatting,
kissing, and you know things got hot and heavy. It was
hot, i loved his big arms, hands touching me. It was so
awesome, he was so big that he just wrapped me around him
picked me up, mind you I am not a small person, and
carried me into his bedroom, threw me on his bed.. and
kissed me all over, i was going crazy...

...I'll carry on with that story later.


All of last week I have been sick, with either a cold,
stomach or who knows what, it's been so freakign annoying
having to guess what is wrong with me. On Wedenesday I am
finally having and endoscopy to make sure everything is
okay with my stomach. I really hope everything is fine,
because I've been throwing up so much lately. Life is too
short and we just never know what is going to happen the
next day. The older I get the more I realize that one's
life can change with a blink of an eye. My going out
friends M and K are so awesome. I've known M for YEARS
she is my cousin's bestfriend, however they don't frequent
each other that much because of the distance. Anyway,
when I became separate from my husband, M invited me to go
out clubbing with her and some friends, she totally
introduced me to an entire new world, that I love. One
day she invited me with K and her to the club just us
three. We had a blast and ever since then K and I have
been great friends, I've met her family, husband, kids,
mom, dad, sister, etc... and they are also so wondeful I
feel like i've known them forever, through her I've met C
which is a sex encyclopedia.. she is so cool, she
accompanied me to vegas even if we had known each other
for only like a week or two... super cool! Anyway, about
two weeks ago I learned through M herself that she has
been crushing on some guy at the club! I was shocked
because she is married and has kids etc... I told her you
need to be careful. I am not in agreement with you but
you are an adult and you know right from wrong and I'm not
saying do it or do not do it, just know the consequences.
Appearently according to my cousin she has had a very
difficult life throughout she finally found a man that
loved her and was willing to take care of her and her
entire family (her daughter, mom, brother...)he is a super
wealthy jewish and he loves her to death, he lets her out,
he even drops us off and picks us up from the club
sometimes, he is just awesome, a little bit older, but he
is very handsome. Anyway, yesterday in the morning I came
to find out that he suffered a very bad injury he fell
from a 20 ft ladder at work and he fell head first, so his
brain inflammed and began to bleed and they had to perform
emergency brain surgery, I cannot believe this, I'm still
in shock. Ihaven't had a chance to talk to her and I feel
so bad about everything! I have felt guilty as it being
on M's side while she makes out with her crush.. but hey I
told her! I can't imagine what is going through her head
every minute that goes by. She is so well off with him
that I don't know why she has to go look for.. whatever it
is she is looking for. I pray so hard that he is well and
that he will make it through this he is a very good
person. I just feel so guilty! My god. Well... if you
can all help to pray for him and his family that would be
great, thank you!




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