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Journal of a Jedi Padawan
2010-08-16 17:02:23 (UTC)

Jedi Are NOT Supposed To Be Normal

I never told the Council or anyone anything about me
crying. I never told them about longing for a real family,
or loosing my padawan, or hating the marks, or even that I
miss my master! So I don't know why they made this happen,
but in 3 days, they are going to make me have a 'normal'
life! I will still be on call and I will still be a Jedi.
But I'll have to go to school and do chores. And those
aren't even the GOOD things of being 'normal'! But yeah. In
3 days the Council wants be to go to a nearby school so I
can experience part of being a regular person. I really
don't want to though! I want to be 100% Jedi and 0% normal
girl! The Council won't have it though. They say it is for
my benefit but I need to be by the Jedi Council and not by
some teachers. I don't want to go to school. I thought they
teach you everything while your growing! But, I suppose
since I lost my family and a lot of other things... the
Council, or more likely a friend, wanted me to have a normal
life. Oh well. Zi is coming too so I won't be alone. Is this
a new kind of training thing the Council is issuing? Not
sure. Well, at least I won't be alone and I suppose I'll
just have to trust the Council so I know what they are
doing. I'm still on call which means training and missions.
How can I balance school, work, and pulling pranks?! I'll
figure something out, I always do. Wish me luck with this! I
am actually excited! May the Force be with us.
PS- YES! I MADE IT PAST THE HIGHEST JEDI POST!




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