unknown laura

Life as I see it
2010-08-15 23:43:29 (UTC)

Life As Expected.

Well, I am still jealous thats no doubt. I have a son he's
not autistic, but he doesn't really talk at all. He know's
some words and doesn't talk in sentences. His doctor says
that its most common in boys. So I figured ok what do I
need to do in order to help him learn. Doctor says put him
in therapy. So we did, and it didn't work. So I took him
out. Now he's enrolled in a program called PPCD, its
called preschool program for children with disabilties. We
went to each interview they had, and apparently my son
qualified. He starts his first day of Preschool on Aug 23
and I'm a bit nervous on everythings thats going to take
place with in the next week. Besides that I've finally put
an end to him being in pampers. He's now in the stage of
potty training, and he knows what the potty chair is. I've
tried to train him once before and it failed because I was
the only one doing it, and his dad wasn't in the right
state of mind to help. (he's in rehab atm, get to that in
another section) Well since I'm here at the house just me
and lil man, I decided that it was time, and he's done
good in the two days that we've done it. Yesterday being
the first full day. I didn't by any pulls up so that I'd
have no other choice and that he didn't have an option to
run to those. He did have two accidents today, he pee'd at
walmart and then in the truck on the way home lol.. Ahh
but he's done a great job, he's even told me he needed to
pee before he pee'd ...

So about his dad, his dad was in a horrible accident a
year ago, and had a crainectomy, if you don't know what
that is go look it up, he was with out his bone for a
whole year before the doctor put it back in his head. Tons
of head aches pain, sadness, depression so on.. so he was
on tons of medication. He'd also had run in with some
other street drugs, and finally decided that if he wanted
to keep his family intact he needed to do something about
it. So he sent him self to rehab. I talk to him every day,
and he thinks its helping him. I hope it does cause this
is the last resort. I hope that this is a life changing
experience for him, because he put me in a difficult
situation. It's like I'm a single mother seriously. It's
so freaking hard. i dont know how they do it, so mad props
to all the single moms out there. I'm only feeling half of
what you ladies have to go through..

So my husbands sister, likes to rub it in my face that her
son who is two went pee in his toilet twice. I just really
wanted to punch her in her face. lol. But you know what
good for her and good for her son, I'm to the point where
I don't give a rats ass because I'm doing the best I
can . So also had to rub in my face that her son is going
to srat two year old pre k in sept. Well hell if my
parents paid for everything I'd have my son in one too.
But I'm not as fortunate as some poeple are. I'm actually
not as jealous as I use to be. Michael's dad is something
else though. Michael gets a lil amount of money from ss
and he wants 120 of it. are you shitting me? you can give
ur daughter a thousand dollars plus a month and your
taking 120 from someone who doesnt even get alot
your sick in your fucking head.!! mhmm...




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