auragirl

Feelings, Thoughts and Secrets
2010-08-14 21:06:19 (UTC)

Feeling alone

Since i mentioned i might be dropping out of uni people
havent been very supportive.

I have a few things going on at the minute and really just
needed my friends and the one friend i thought i could
talk to about anything seems to have turned mean because i
told her i might be dropping out of uni.

I feel more like id be left out if i did go anyway because
i cant hang out with them much and cant try out for the
team with them, so when we are together there probably
going to be talking about things like that and id be left
out.

I feel like the friend i have that i could talk to maybe
isnt someone i can talk to about anything after all
because now its something that might effect her she turned
on me :( and i miss being able to call her up and talk.

I was starting to think if i didnt travel with my
friends then i might of been able to fit uni in but to
be honest the way people have reacted in regards to it
just make me think screw it i dont want to go.

I really wish i had my Jimmy to talk to, he would no what
to say and do to make it better :(




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